Inside

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released May 13, 2009

words and music by jacob testa

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Track Name: One
i'm not who i was before
and i'll never be him again
i'm sick of being that person

and i'm through with living
up to expectations
and i'm done with it all

when time passes
and people change
you can't go back
to that place again
and when it's over
all is said and done
your things don't matter
you're left as one

thank you and you
and everyone else
you made me who i am

and don't say
what's on you lips
it won't change anything

when time passes
and people change
you can't go back
to that place again
and when it's over
all is said and done
your things don't matter
you're left as one

when time passes
and people change
you can't go back
to that place again
and when it's over
all is said and done
you're things don't matter
you're left as one
Track Name: To See Your Face
it's cold without snow
and it just isn't home
if i haven't seen your face in days
and as the sun loses light
and day fades into night
i miss you in a million ways

and now the clouds claim the skies
and i can't sleep tonight
and i wish you were
here by my side
and as the rain starts to fall
i feel nothing at all
and i'd do anything
to see your face

and as the second hand ticks
it reminds me of this:
the saddest days all seem like years
and the nights will all pass
but sleep never comes fast
and the clock has stripped all of its gears

and now the clouds claim the skies
and i can't sleep tonight
and i wish you were
here by my side
and as the rain starts to fall
i feel nothing at all
and i'd do anything
to see your face

and now the sun starts to rise
and one more sleepless night
is matched only by those yet to come
and these days are all slow
when you live like a ghost
please come back here to give me some life

and now the clouds claim the skies
and i can't sleep tonight
and i wish you were
here by my side
and as the rain starts to fall
i feel nothing at all
and i'd do anything
to see your face
to see your face
Track Name: Inside
every day i wake up and hope to hear your voice
but it's faint and so hard to pick out of the noise
of everyone else, oh they yell so loud
and what i want to hear gets drowned out

it burns deep inside
cuts right to my core
just to know inside
you're not around anymore
but everything's okay
and i'm only saying this
because i miss you too much
and you don't even exist

every day i wake up and drive around town
even though i know you aren't trying to be found
and everywhere you go and everywhere you hide
is further away than i could ever drive

it burns deep inside
cuts right to my core
just to know inside
you're not around anymore
but everything's okay
and i'm only saying this
because i miss you too much
and you don't even exist

it burns deep inside
cuts right to my core
just to know inside
you're not around anymore
but everything's okay
and i'm only saying this
because i miss you too much
and you don't even exist

it hurts at night
i'm not getting any sleep
but i'm still alive
just as long as i keep
dreaming all day
while trying to find
the kind of love
that is on my inside

it burns deep inside
cuts right to my core
just to know inside
you're not around anymore
but everything's okay
and i'm only saying this
because i miss you too much
and you don't even exist
Track Name: It Is What It Seems
lying here beside you
this moment is right
the perfect ending to
the perfect night
the silence comes and
i want to say something new
something unique and perfect
that fits only you

i can't find the words to fit the way i feel about you
my mind gets tangled up every time i try
my life has turned into
a glimpse at my wildest dream
words can't express the way i feel when i'm around you
euphoric feelings cover me from head to toe
even now i can't believe
it is what it seems

lying here beside you
what could i ever say
i know you're beautiful
but that's a phrase too cliche
you need something better
something more brilliant that
can bring to life how i feel inside
words can't ever do that

i can't find the words to fit the way i feel about you
my mind gets tangled up every time i try
my life has turned into
a glimpse at my wildest dream
words can't express the way i feel when i'm around you
euphoric feelings cover me from head to toe
even now i can't believe
it is what it seems

i can't find the words to fit the way i feel about you
my mind gets tangled up every time i try
my life has turned into
a glimpse at my wildest dream
words can't express the way i feel when i'm around you
euphoric feelings cover me from head to toe
even now i can't believe
it is what it seems

i can't find the words to fit the way i feel about you
my mind gets tangled up every time i try
my life has turned into
a glimpse at my wildest dream
words can't express the way i feel when i'm around you
euphoric feelings cover me from head to toe
even now i can't believe
it is what it seems
Track Name: Crack
crack
shudder and fade
i've lost my way
down this winding road
crash
it's days like today
i hope and i pray
for a savior to come
pass
my dreams are all gone
i'm tried and wrong
and i'm sick of the light
done
regrets fill my mind
and over time
shadows steal my home

and i'm all alone

crashing down
i fall from the sun
and i'm all alone in this world
falling now
away from the light
and i'm all alone in this world

now
my vision is clear
no one is here
and i'm down on my luck
shame
that life is now past
it can never come back
sorrow is my only friend
time
how long can i wait
my passion will fade
soon it will all disappear
gray
this pain is enough
and darkness will touch
all where the sun once shone

and i'm all alone

crashing down
i fall from the sun
and i'm all alone in this world
falling now
away from the light
and i'm all alone in this world
burning down
yeah, straight to the ground
the places where we once were
you and i
faded through time
the edges begin to blur

crack
shudder and fade
i've lost my way
down this winding road

crashing down
i fall from the sun
and i'm all alone in this world
falling now
away from the light
and i'm all alone in this world
crashing down
i fall from the sun
and i'm all alone in this world
falling now
away from the light
and i'm all alone
i'm all alone
yes, i'm all alone in this world
Track Name: Halfway Home
i walk these streets alone at night
they never change their ways
my tired feet fail me now
i fall down in dismay
i look in the light before my eyes
and see your sullen face
i shake it off and stand right up
and pick back up my pace

i'm halfway home
and still alone
but can't seem to forget
your separate smile
it's been a while
i'm getting used to it
it's been so long
and everyone
is gone without a trace
but i can sing
and everything
will fall right into place
will fall right into grace

my only friend for thirteen weeks
this road that led me here
these quiet nights gave me time
to put away my fears
this question posed on my tongue
to you i now direct
would anything i ever do
earn me your respect

i'm halfway there
you're everywhere
always inside my head
your separate ties
you fed me lies
it's nothing i regret
it's been my hell
inside this shell
with me and only me
my eyes have pressed
there's no one left
as far as i can see
you mean the world to me

i'm halfway home
and still alone
but can't seem to forget
your separate smile
it's been a while
i'm getting used to it
it's been so long
and everyone
is gone without a trace
but i can sing
and everything
will fall right into place
will fall right into grace

i'm halfway there
you're everywhere
always inside my head
your separate ties
you fed me lies
it's nothing i regret
it's been my hell
inside this shell
with me and only me
my eyes have pressed
there's no one left
as far as i can see
you mean the world to me
to me
Track Name: This Charade
words try
hard to fly
unrehearsed
unafraid
meaning
nothing
at all

and i
can only feign
this strength
for so long
until
i see
no need

abandon me
abandon me
i can't sustain this charade
abort
abort
i can't see anymore

shadows cast upon the wall
remind me of where
the mountains
meet the sky
and i
don't know what to do
about you

abandon me
abandon me
i can't sustain this charade
abort
abort
i can't see anymore
Track Name: When I Last Walked Through That Door
come tomorrow i'll be gone
i'll pack my bags, and then so long
to memories and the life i'll leave behind
there's nothing to do, nothing to say
just leave me be, out of my way
what's done is done, and i am leaving now

and somehow

i'll pick up
begin anew
my demons gone
my failures through
the man i was before
well, i left him at the door
decisions made
a new leaf turned
my name forgot
those pictures burned
the man i was, at last
is lost to the past

the scenes all pass as towns fly by
these times have changed, and so have i
a new 'me' found in people i never knew
but they're not 'me', and i'm not he
and the person who i used to be
shows even when i repress him the most

i'm so close

but i'll pick up
begin anew
my demons gone
my failures through
the man i was before
well, i left him at the door
decisions made
a new leaf turned
my name forgot
those pictures burned
the man i was, at last
is lost to the past

the sun comes up in another town
and i wake gently to the sound
of the ocean beating softly on the sand
alone at last, out on my own
in self-reflection i have grown
inside myself, and learned just who i am
i cannot change the man i be
with simple and foolish beliefs
the life i chose to lead will always be a part of me
a different look and different times
could never change my state of mind
from what i was before
when i last walked through that door